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Manifestations

by I Am Nihil

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Empty spaces, blurry faces Temptation braces damnation traces Everything's gone, eternity's home Call...... me.... nihil I remind these blurry faces And i curse them, for trust in their fear Everything"s gone, eternity's home
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Nostalgia 02:55
it's used to be something real used to be something real Now i'm stuck with this...... Oh sweet memories blind me with your tenderness Torture me, with kindness Oh nostalgia Painful nostalgia Cage of past, seduce me Searching to a return this void with no return Haunting me, "i miss this" Missing the old times missing the broken hearts Please, get away, please Oh nostalgia Painful nostalgia One more time, hurt me... One more time, bind me.... One more time, haunt me... Now at last, kill me...
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Don't know where you are now but.... tell me... did you miss something? My loneliness has been a good friend all this time. I've just been watching the skies all this time wondering, when it will be my turn to be as one with them. this flesh, a prison of souls. Existence, a puzzle of men Never thought too much in solving it. Cause every piece must fit in the right place, the right time. So when the last piece gets back to it's place, we can see each other, and become one... No distance,No time No boundaries.
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Narcisus 03:02
Night time comes again No time for a sweet caress (pour me) Till' the moon fades tonight One more glass i raise (to me) Poison me one more time Vicious addictions of mine (i'm a sin) The warm touch of lust it's the last thing is left (for me) Nothing more remains Now this hapiness is vague (narcisus) External pleasures aren't enough Just my image satisfies (narcisus) Narcisus reincarnate Self obsession (i love me) Through the mirror reflection Consume myself again and again (Back as one with me)
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No golden dawn for kings Whose rule with a iron fist Temptations and damnations of men Cowards calls their masterplan Circles of gold dust The Winds, turns to rust... Once they have power and lust for this crown It will all fall down The desire to be god, always made by a clown Because all fall down Crows between the ashes of lords Once egocentric deities That got buried alive By the vanity of control Circles of gold dust The Winds, turns to rust... Once they have power and lust for this crown It will all fall down The desire to be god, always made by a clown Because all fall down
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Lyrics are a Spoken Word by Paul Bowles, sampled at the ending of the movie "The Sheltering Sky" "Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood? An afternoon that is so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four, five times more, perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps 20. And yet it all seems limitless."
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recorded between july and november of 2012.

All vocals and instruments by Roderick Deimos.

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released November 22, 2012

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I Am Nihil Porto Alegre, Brazil

One man project with influences ranging from folk, shoegaze, drone, noise and darkwave.

These songs were made as a therapy and soundscape, maybe they can be helpful to you...

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