Manifestations

by I Am Nihil

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recorded between july and november of 2012.

All vocals and instruments by Roderick Deimos.

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released November 22, 2012

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I Am Nihil Porto Alegre, Brazil

One man project with influences ranging from folk, shoegaze, drone, noise and darkwave.

These songs were made as a therapy and soundscape, maybe they can be helpful to you...

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Track Name: Call Me Nihil
Empty spaces, blurry faces
Temptation braces damnation traces
Everything's gone, eternity's home

Call...... me.... nihil

I remind these blurry faces
And i curse them, for trust in their fear
Everything"s gone, eternity's home
Track Name: Nostalgia
it's used to be something real
used to be something real
Now i'm stuck with this......

Oh sweet memories
blind me with your tenderness
Torture me, with kindness

Oh nostalgia
Painful nostalgia
Cage of past, seduce me

Searching to a return
this void with no return
Haunting me, "i miss this"

Missing the old times
missing the broken hearts
Please, get away, please


Oh nostalgia
Painful nostalgia
One more time, hurt me...
One more time, bind me....
One more time, haunt me...
Now at last, kill me...
Track Name: Puzzle Of Men
Don't know where you are now but....
tell me...

did you miss something?
My loneliness has been a good friend all this time.
I've just been watching the skies all this time
wondering, when it will be my turn to be as one with them.

this flesh, a prison of souls.
Existence, a puzzle of men
Never thought too much in solving it.
Cause every piece must fit in the right place, the right time.

So when the last piece gets back to it's place, we can see each other, and become one...

No distance,No time
No boundaries.
Track Name: Narcisus
Night time comes again
No time for a sweet caress (pour me)

Till' the moon fades tonight
One more glass i raise (to me)

Poison me one more time
Vicious addictions of mine (i'm a sin)

The warm touch of lust
it's the last thing is left (for me)

Nothing more remains
Now this hapiness is vague (narcisus)

External pleasures aren't enough
Just my image satisfies (narcisus)

Narcisus reincarnate
Self obsession (i love me)

Through the mirror reflection
Consume myself again and again
(Back as one with me)
Track Name: All Fall Down
No golden dawn for kings
Whose rule with a iron fist
Temptations and damnations of men
Cowards calls their masterplan


Circles of gold dust
The Winds, turns to rust...

Once they have power and lust for this crown
It will all fall down
The desire to be god, always made by a clown
Because all fall down


Crows between the ashes of lords
Once egocentric deities
That got buried alive
By the vanity of control


Circles of gold dust
The Winds, turns to rust...

Once they have power and lust for this crown
It will all fall down
The desire to be god, always made by a clown
Because all fall down
Track Name: Manifestation V
Lyrics are a Spoken Word by Paul Bowles, sampled at the ending of the movie "The Sheltering Sky"


"Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well.
Yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number really.
How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood?
An afternoon that is so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it?
Perhaps four, five times more, perhaps not even that.
How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps 20.
And yet it all seems limitless."